I Miss You

I miss you
I miss seeing you
I miss kissing you
I miss talking to you
I miss listening to you
I miss holding your hand
I miss looking into your eyes
I miss feeling safe next to you
I miss having my head on your chest
I miss laughing at your jokes
I miss being with you
I miss cuddling you
I miss nuzzling you
I miss your smell
I miss your voice
I miss everything
I miss you

The very first time I was smiling at you,
I knew that someday I'd be crying over you.
I tell myself I'll be okay
But I know you'll never go away
You may have left me lying here
All alone and full of fear
This has been the hardest part,
Trying to cut you out of my heart.
No matter how far you run away,
I'll always wish you would have stayed.
And now you won't acknowledge me.
You wouldn't even forgive me.
I did the best that I could do
All because I thought I loved you.
The very first time I was smiling at you,
I knew that someday I'd be crying over you.

I hate this
I hate all of this
I hate this so much
I hate that I lost you
I hate that I can't see you
I hate that I can't talk to you
I hate that I ruined everything
I hate that you won't forgive me
I hate feeling so alone all of the time
I hate the fact that I love you
I hate everything about this
I hate saying goodbye
I hate being desperate
I hate how I feel
I hate myself
I hate you
I hate this

I miss you

I hate you

I love you

I hate myself

I miss myself

I miss you